I have to admit, being an author has its ups and downs, though, I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. It took me a long time getting here, but I'm finally right where I want to be, doing what I love. I don't think there are many people who can say that and truly mean it, although, I wish it were possible for everyone. Don't you think the world would be a much happier place and people would treat each other with more compassion and respect if everyone was doing something that really spoke to their heart, rather than doing a job, any job, that pays the bills? I know life doesn't work that way, but really, though, it's kind of a wonderful thought.
So, as most know, I self-published my first book, and I'm now working on two more projects. I was so excited to wake up yesterday morning with an email in my inbox telling me my interview in the online magazine, Silverlight Café, was published! And then right after that email, another one with even more exciting news. I've always believed the things you want for your life come to you when you are least expecting it…when you've stopped trying so hard. Anyway, I was feeling a lag in my motivation the past couple of weeks. I was fighting some serious writers block and was in the beginning of a depressive episode. Honestly, it was a combination of not taking my meds on schedule, or even skipping them, and not getting enough sleep. Not a good thing to do when you're already frustrated. But, the moment I read those two emails, I felt a wave of sunshine wash over me, and I've been running full steam ahead since. I'm re-energized, motivated, and excited about what I'm doing. I just wanted to write all this out and share it with you. And also say this: If you ever get the opportunity to step outside your comfort zone, your safety net, and follow your dream (whatever that may be), do it. You won't regret it. The bills, family's schedules, and all of the other reasons you tell yourself you can't do it, will get sorted out. And believe me when I say if I can do it, if I could let go of my fear about giving up a steady paycheck, YOU can do it. At the end of the day, the joy you feel at doing what you want to do, will bring about a peace inside you that can't be quantified. And all the rest just has a way of working out. I want to thank those who never stopped believing in me and for putting up with me through the highs and lows. You precious people are my inspiration and I love you all. If you'd like to read my interview in the Silverlight Café Magazine, I've provided the link below. I'm on page 26-27, but the entire publication is a great read! Thank you!! http://media.wix.com/ugd/b199bc_ce61f5167f3a48499278cbd4f0f8c34e.pdf
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I haven't posted in a while, but life got real for a bit, and I had to go at it head-on in order to handle it. Now that I've wrestled it back into place, or at least in a semi-submissive state, I thought I'd share some serious, and some not so serious, things I've learned lately:
1. If you have a dog that likes to dig holes in the yard, it's probably a good idea to fill them back in. 'Cuz if you don't, and if you're walking outside with your dogs who are acting like hooligans, and if they come barreling at you and knock you off balance, and if you accidentally step into a deep hole and twist your knee while falling, you miiiight end up with a re-torn meniscus, which is very bad. So fill in the damn holes and give your dogs doggie Xanax (j/k on the Xanax part unless your vet gave them to you because your dog is a spaz.) 2. Get your vehicle registration renewed when you're supposed to. Because tickets. 3. Maybe naming your kids with similar endings to their names isn't the best idea ever. 'Cuz when you turn 40 and your mind starts to go, the -ly is just gonna trip you up and you'll be forever calling them by the other's name. Sorry kids. 4. Stop expecting your house to stay clean until all animals are dead and kids are moved out. You're just setting yourself up for disappointment, otherwise. 5. If your garbage disposal sounds like it's chewing on metal, don't keep turning it on thinking it'll work its way out. 'Cuz it could be the "best friends" necklace your daughter set too close to the sink, which then later mysteriously disappeared. 6. Don't even try to keep up with your daughter's 12 year old friends because it will only drive you nuts…they change daily. 7. Bookmark EVERYTHING! 'Cuz even though you think you'll remember that website, you won't. 8. It's okay if you make your husband buy Mortal Kombat XL so you can relive your glory days. And because it's totally satisfying throwing a fan blade into your opponent's face. Kitana FTW. 9. Don't beat yourself up if you steal your kid's stuffed emoji from her Happy Meal. Chances are you appreciate it much more than her, anyway. 10. When you find something that works, buy it ALL. Especially when it's Tiger Balm patches at Dollar General. Best pain relief ever. 11. Last, but most importantly, listening to your children's stories, fears, and worries, as they grow up really does pay off. 'Cuz when they come to you for things like dealing with bullying at school, or making the most important decision of their life - choosing to accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior - you'll be so thankful, happy, and downright honored that they are letting you into their world and asking you to be an active participant. |
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